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My Love

Your skin glows like the watermelon, blossoms die as the sunflower in the purest hope of spring.
My heart follows your piano voice and leaps like a cat at the whisper of your name.
The evening floats in on a great cockatoo wing.
I am comforted by your panty that I carry into the twilight of jazminebeams and hold next to my hand.
I am filled with hope that I may dry your tears of glue.
As my butt falls from my boxers, it reminds me of your felix.
In the quiet, I listen for the last white noise of the day.
My heated arm leaps to my shirt. I wait in the moonlight for your secret you so that we may thinking as one, arm to arm, in search of the magnificient white and mystical me of love.

What I hate about love...

I hate when you lie
I hate when you breathe with out me
I hate when you say goodbye
I hate when you live with out me

I hate when you have secrets
I hate when you plan with out me
I hate when your silent cause that's when I hear crickets
I hate when you go out with out me

I hate when you look at the time
I hate when you rush to leave
I hate when your kisses are bitter like lime
I hate when you ignore me, what a pet peeve!

I hate that you don't even know about this poem
I hate that you could care less about where this goes
I hate this so much, I've even moved to Rome
I hate how we've died to each other like a rose

Group 1; Option 1; Inadequate objects

How can I slam you as if you were unbreakable
The fact that you are necessary because you save lives
How can I really believe you are replaceable
The  fact that were closer than husbands and wives

How can I take you for granted
Knowing how expensive you are
How can I not know what you wanted
I drive with you by my side now that's bizarre

How can I not appreciate you
You make sure no one ejects out of my car
There is always one me and more of you
The confidence I feel when you take the scar

 

Peace never came

The born

My beautiful child your smile is so bright
Holding you in my arms as you look down at me
You won't fear anything as long as you are in my sight
Feel free to smile and laugh endlessly

My beautiful child it's you who I love
Hearing you giggle as I bring you close
I know one day you will fly like a dove
Glad you're mine cause you cure me like a dose

My beautiful baby only you can receive all of my affection
Forgetting all of the differences that I once had
As you get older you will only get more attention
I'll always be there for you specially when you're sad

Unlike my mother who left me alone in the dark
I will make sure you have all of me
As I see you laugh while running in the park
I smile because you were always meant for me

Option #2

I'm sitting in history class when in comes a girl who I always see with a boy (who I assume are dating or a couple). A few moments later in comes in the boy and I remember that the girl had an expression of anger on her face and so did he when he came in. They both normally sit in the back of the class and so I saw him join her but then hear her yell at him, asking "Where were you?!?" he replies; "I was where we agreed on" she replies; "No you weren't! Who were you with?! You was with that girl right?! him; NO I WASN'T! They went back and forth and their volume was getting louder and louder as they are still disagreeing the professor obviously notices and decides to verbally break it up by asking; "Hey what's going on back there?? Hey! Hey! Enough! Stop it! You're in class now discuss what ever it is after class!" I can only imagine what was going through that girl's mind; First, if she is at the spot they normally wait for each other and he is not there and if she already has trust issues with in regards to another girl than that is probably what was going through her mind in that moment... she was probably heated and felt as if her blood was boiling while the seconds became minutes. I guess she was hoping he was either not able to make it to class or something that avoided his attendance anything but getting no answer as to why he couldn't make it because there was no reason as to why he couldn't make since they meet every other day with out a problem. Well, as she sees him entering the room she expects to hear an explanation that would obviously satisfy her thirst and avoid an argument but an "I was there" just didn't happen to be enough. So, as the words roll out of his mouth its hitting her that he may be lying and that he probably was with "her". This girl is sooo furious I can tell she is only getting more upset and saying to herself what a liar and cynical guy he really is. Ignoring that they are in class and that the professor together with the class are able to hear them and assume what is going on still doesn't stop them from fighting back and forth. She feels so upset that she wishes she can just choke him! Unfortunately, they are in class and this matter will have to wait and until then... she will brewing more things to say to him.

Dream Poem

I know you might find it to be a nightmare
Were suppose to be mother and daughter
But how come I don't feel rare?
In my dreams my grandmother was my mother

Like in real life
You made it clear that I was not the important one
Being a mother didn't mean as much as being a wife
Every time a new man was in the picture you swore he was the one

Did it ever occur to you that I had feelings?
Even though we were never close
Every word you said and meant had meanings
You killed every part of me like an overdose

I would always wish for a better ending
But it didn't matter to you I was just another kid
All I wanted was a little of your time now its you who wants to mend things
How come now I feel the way you did?

Thinking I would never be like you
Sometimes I just have no choice but to thank only you
Now all I can do is compare myself to you

Then I wake up and thank my real mother who has been my grandmother
Because she will always be the chosen one to accept me unlike you, "mother".

I believe in...

I believe in God
I believe family can be our true supporters
I believe in friendships
I believe in love 
I believe in faith moves mountains
I believe in hope
I believe in trust
I believe in education
I believe in after life
I believe in investing for the future
I believe in planning ahead
I believe in teaching the best of what you know to others
I believe in listening to others before judging
I believe in learning from other and own experiences
I believe in justice for all
I believe in guiding others
I believe in advanced technology
I believe hate exists
I believe in coincidences
I believe in all forms of therapy
I believe where there is a will there is a way
I believe in taking care of those who cant take care of themselves
I believe in unity among all people especially family and friends
I believe in punctuality
I believe in keeping a promise
I believe in respect
I believe OJ Simpson did it!

Postcard Prompt

I'm on a tall roof top facing the beautiful blue with white fluffy clouds skyline of New York City.
I can see the empire state building and the space where the twin towers once stood.
I can feel the breeze which is not too hot, not too cold maybe a little windy.

That fact that I am able to stand here now and see this is just breathe taking.
This beautiful view was not always this still, quiet or peaceful.
I can see a meadow of tress with the fall look reaching NYC.
If you were here back then you would've felt just awful.

From here it looks like it would never allow danger to be part of it.
But many years ago this now peaceful place was a painful and unrecognizable view.
I see there's an empty picture frame by my feet maybe someone had an idea just incomplete.
I can stand here and see it all as I take this frame and make it whole
I lift it up into the sky so that frame and city can meet. 
I fill it in with the NYC view, I just wont ever forget what fills in that hole. 

Love hurts

         When I was 18 I fell in love with a guy who I thought would be the man I would marry, have kids and eventually grow old with. We began dating at the end of my sophmore year until the beginning of my senior year and I can honestly say it was a dream-like relationship, we never really argued, we were always together in school since my mother was strict we could barely see eachother outside of school. We would match outfits, sneakers  and even get female/male version of new fragrances. We were so close people considered us one of the best couples.
        Towards the end of our relationship I noticed he began to get jelous and didn't trust me the way he did in the beginning. I didn't understand what the problem was and why we were falling apart. I remember one day one of his friend's called. He began to ask me a series of questions about my relationship which really didn't make sense to me but I thought this guy was his "friend" so I really didn't see much harm so I answered. Also, in hopes that maybe he would help us get back to where we were in the beginning just missed being happy and close to him.
    The next day at school, he came up to me with a bag full of our pictures and other stuff we had given to eachother through out the time we had spent together and with out any explanation walked away. Till this day I do not know what caused him to break up with me that way but all I know is that he ended up taking the school whore to his prom and I assume that his "friends" had a lot to do with it. I dare to say that the series of questions from "his friend" were all meant to make me look like I did not care to expose our relationship to someone other than eachother.

Dear Poet,

How to earn trust after cheating?

First, I have to urge you to look with in yourself and ask why did I cheat? Then, according to your answer then and only then can you really and truly believe that trust can be earned again. Ask yourself, am I willing to be patient and wait for the other person to heal so that he/she can forgive and continue to be in a relationship with me or will I cheat again?

Depending on why you cheated (not that there is a reason/excuse for that action) but if you know that deep in your heart you intentionally did it and are not willing to change meaning don't even feel remorseful about hurting your partner and you will probably do it again then you must be honest and make the unselfish decision of talking to your partner about not being in that relationship or taking a break from each other.

Now, if you are deeply sorry for what you have done and mean it and know deep inside that it was an awful mistake you would a thousand times take back and are willing to do anything and everything to win your partner back then you should try it by first apologizing and proving yourself because at this point your partner is what you don't want to loose.

I've been everywhere

I've been to Elmhurst hospital in queens because I was born there.
I've been to Astoria Queens because that was my first address.
I've been to JFK because I flew to Fld.
I've been to the YMCA as a little girl I took classes there.
I've been to Jamaica hospital when I was sick
I've been to Brookdale hospital when my nephew was sick
I've been to Ecuador because I lived with my aunt
I've been to Guayaquil the coast city of Ecuador there I did the 6th grade
I've been to Quito, which is the capital of Ecuador when I lived with my older brother
I've been to Huigra a small town located in btween the mountains in Ecuador.
I've been at Queens general hospital two times when I gave birth to both my children
I've been to Blessed Sacrament Catholic Church more than 10 times not only for mass but for special events
I've been to the Bahamas with my best friend
I've been to Puerto Rico with another best friend
I've been to VA to visit my brother
I've been to NC to visit my friends family
I've been to SC to attend my brother's ceremony
I've been to myrtle beach on a family vacation
I've been to disney world!
I've been to New Jersey to pick up my god son
I've been to the Bronx because I worked there for 3 years
I've been to Queens because I have friends who live there
I've been to QCC because its where I'm getting my degree at
I've been to laguardia airport to pick relatives
I've been to the queens library
I've been to the brooklyn library
I've been to staten Island
I've been to long island becuase i use to work there
I've been to ikea
I've been to the supermarket
I've been to auto body shop
I've been to the gas station
I've been to Mcd's
I've been to wendy's
I've been to burger king
I've been to white castle
I've been to the 75 precint
I've been to the DMV
I've been to brooklyn family court
I've been to the childrens museum
I've been to sesame place
I've been to washington
I've been to PA
I've been to funtopia
I've been to the mall
I've been to the aquarium
I've been to sea world
I've been to the beach
I've been to the park
I've been to dorney park
I've been to atlantic city
I've been to orlandos studios
I've been to the pool
I've been to riis park
I've been to NUTHS
I've been to P.S 7
I've been to the holocaust center
I've been to the bus stop
I've been to the train station
I've been to the zoo
I've been to the botanical garden
I've been to the comunity center office
I've been to the brooklyn bridge
I've been to the manahattan bridge
I've been to the whitestone bridge
I've been to conneticut
I've been to the laundrymat
I've been to the wic office
I've been to the medicaid office
I've been to the food stamp office
I've been to the post office
I've been to the counseling center on drew st
I've been to the movies
I've been to the QCC theater
I've been to every building on the QCC campus
I've been to the doctors office for an appointment.

I remember

I remember when I lived with my siblings and would be left alone after school until my grandma got home from work.
I remember when my grandma would come home from work and how she always had something for me.
I remember when I moved to Ecuador.
I remember learning how to swim and seeing the expression on my best friend's face cause she thought I was drowning.
I remember the emotional roller coaster I went through when I got pregnant after the doctors said I would never be able to have children.
I remember when I had my daughter while my brother was in Iraq.
I remember when I bought my car.
I remember moving into a bigger apartment during the same time I was pregnant with my son.
I remember when my grandma was diagnosed with liver cancer and feeling as if my world was going to end.
I remember how the doctors gave her only 3-6 months to live and almost 2yrs later she still calls me at least 3 times a day.
I remember fighting with my best friend over the phone and forgetting what the fight was about as soon as I saw her.
I remember having dinner with my closes friends for my birthday and enjoying every minute of it :)
I remember all of the 12 schools I went to.
I remember all of the different addresses I lived in growing up.
I remember taking trips with my grandma as a little girl.
I remember visiting my mom at work.
I remember visiting my grandma at work.
I remember when I adopted Mitchell #3 (my cat)
I remember how much fun I would have with my cousins back in Ecuador.
I remember doing the 6th grade in Ecuador and the 9th grade.
I remember that I have more homework to get done!